I think that people hate me because I’m ugly and I’m not from India... [I Am Depressed]

I think that people hate me because I’m ugly and because I’m not from India. This morning my Hindu Sikh foster mother from India cussed me out and called me a “nasty black woman” and told me that I shitted in her bathroom and stunk it up and that I was a nasty black woman because I was keeping her back in the morning when she wants to go to work.

I’m so tired and so stressed out. You have no clue. I told her that I hated her. God, I’m hurt I just want God to take me. I’m so fed up, I’m tired of these Hindus and Sikhs of India hating.