I can't accept it. I still can't believe it's real. Still can't believe he's gone. [I Am Depressed]

Still can't believe it. I can't. I can't. I can't. I want him so much. He's the only one I've ever come to love. He cared so much. He was always there... I can't believe it.... I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. This isn't happening. This isn't real.
Come back. Please come back. Live here with me. Stay with me. Please don't be miles away. Please. Leave everything. We were supposed to be together.

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AnonymouslyYours Best Comment

I hope you grieve as much as you need to. It took years for me personally to finally get that someone out of my mind, but that was because I was too stubborn to admit I'd ever loved him in the first place.

Remembering the lessons I learned from that relationship helped me to appreciate the time we had together and remind me to be grateful for having known him and in turn better getting to know myself.

That gratitude for our season made it somewhat less painful and easier to accept that it was time for the next chapter.

I hope you'll soon see it as a new beginning rather than an ending. I sincerely wish you much solace during your difficult time.

assemblingaknob · 26-30, F

@AnonymouslyYours [quote]that was because I was too stubborn to admit I'd ever loved him in the first place.
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Same.

And thank you for your kind words. Yes I'm trying to cope by remembering all the ways this experience has changed me for the better. It has humbled me in many ways as well. Thank you.

SW-User

If he was so good why is he not with you? 😮

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