Fucking ridiculous. [I Got Cheated On]
[center]Monday night I found out from My now ex’s male best friend that he fucked his female friend twice while he was with me.The first time that he found out my ex told him that he was gonna call me and break it off with me, and how he just wanted to be just friends. He never made that call, fucking coward. That him and I being together was just the wrong time. His best friend covered up for my ex. His own girl don’t trust him cause she said this isn’t the first time that he’s covered a cheating friend’s bullshit and she said she don’t want that around her family so she’s dipping and going to her hometown of Pennsylvania. My ex’s best friend’s excuse for my ex is that he’s from the hood. I asked him why that bitch, that she’s not even in the slightest bit attractive. He said that my ex is jealous and doesn’t want everyone to be drooling over me, that he has insecurities.
That’s not my fault. I told him I could tell cause one time when we had sex I felt weird like he wasn’t into it and I called him out on it and asked him if he still finds me attractive since I’ve been losing weight and he was all ill love you even when you’re petite. But the thing is he doesn’t want everyone to be looking at me. He wants someone that no one would give them a second glance. He would’ve preferred me to have been overweight etc. that looks don’t matter to him but still he can’t handle having someone attractive due to his insecurities and jealousy.
He couldn’t stand I was getting unwanted attention even tho he knew I was solid and I wanted just him. He didn’t like the idea of me getting smaller. He would always try and have me eat and I didn’t want to eat certain things and he’d be like “hungry bae?” I be like I can’t eat at late hrs. So that’s why he’s with that ugly, fat ass bitch cause she isn’t attractive and no one is gonna look at her. Hearing that and knowing now that he felt that way really fucking hurts. I was crying off and on at work yesterday. This is fucking stupid.[/center]
That’s not my fault. I told him I could tell cause one time when we had sex I felt weird like he wasn’t into it and I called him out on it and asked him if he still finds me attractive since I’ve been losing weight and he was all ill love you even when you’re petite. But the thing is he doesn’t want everyone to be looking at me. He wants someone that no one would give them a second glance. He would’ve preferred me to have been overweight etc. that looks don’t matter to him but still he can’t handle having someone attractive due to his insecurities and jealousy.
He couldn’t stand I was getting unwanted attention even tho he knew I was solid and I wanted just him. He didn’t like the idea of me getting smaller. He would always try and have me eat and I didn’t want to eat certain things and he’d be like “hungry bae?” I be like I can’t eat at late hrs. So that’s why he’s with that ugly, fat ass bitch cause she isn’t attractive and no one is gonna look at her. Hearing that and knowing now that he felt that way really fucking hurts. I was crying off and on at work yesterday. This is fucking stupid.[/center]
