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is this why i lost all my friends?.... ( kinda long story here)

i spoke to someone on here earlier that had schizophrenia and man they sounded crazy as shit, and i was thinking when i had my last psychotic episode i musta sounded exactly the same as she did, obviously not in the same context as she was speaking, everyones different but i wonder if my friends thought i was too much too put up with and so they abandoned me?

i dont blame them really in my head they all became involved in my madness (the plot by drugs gangs to murder me) i was constantly accusing them of all sorts of things because they were all in on it but i was unable to explain to them at the time that i wasnt well because for me it was all real, im sure they musta had some sort of idea though ..

but anyway they all stopped speaking to me eventually, the feeling i got is that they didnt want to be friends with me because i was crazy... now that im better i havent seen any of them in over a year and feel that i just dont really want to know them anymore... my mum says they obviously wernt my friends after all
TheCoolestCat
31-35, M
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SStarfish ·
maybe you offended them by accusing them of stuff. and everything.. if you want to be friends with them still you should probably apologize to them and explain yourself?
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TheCoolestCat · 31-35, M
thats probably true but i dont really think i want to be friends with them any more if they were like that the first time i think theyll more than likely do the same thing next time it happens... shame though id known some of them for 14 years
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SStarfish ·
shrugs well whatever you like .. :)
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Socialclutz · 36-40, M
Sounds about the same way I lost my only two friends. I just think family sticks with you thick and thin, "friends" are really just strangers who introduce themselves into your life and become apart of the family, but when shut hits fan they become strangers again. It sucks having schizos but not much as can do about it
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One only finds out how genuine your friends are when that friendship is put to the test. Most people have their friends and are blissfully unaware that most are shallow creatures. My father told me once if you have 2 or 3 really good friends in your life you are lucky. The kind of friend that would go the extra mile.
You have had to learn that lesson. Unfortunately when you needed them the most. However there is a lot of misinformation out there and even a genuine friend might be scared they will do the wrong thing. Maybe you might reconsider, take a deep breath and try to make some contact with them. I think in this case it is easier for you than them. Shame to loose a good friend. If they are not, then you will know. It'll hurt but it's a gamble worth taking.
Good luck!
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TheCoolestCat · 31-35, M
i tried with one he just didnt seem to want to know, so i didnt bother with anyone else after that
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SW-User
We are all crazy, some are just aware of it, it seems like they were more fucking nuts
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coary987 · M
Your mum is right .
A real friend sticks with you all the time through the bad times and good times.
That is true friends.
I hope you are a lot better now buddy and got new genuine friends instead off fake ones????
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somethingIsuppose · 31-35, F
My mother is a schizo I get it
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