So you know how I rant about everything and anything here ya so this is one of them times

So here goes it turns out a relative who I'm related to because of my deadbeat 'father'is in town and he wants to meet me ps we've never met before we live far apart so we usually talk on the phone anyways he wants to meet me and I'm not sure I want to meet him.. when we just knew about each other we talked a lot and he was cool but then I started living in the past again and hating my father for leaving me and I started ignoring calls from anybody related to me through him expect this person that is in town ... Anyways I go meet him then what ? I should spend taxi fare for him? We meet then what though? We have an awkward meeting we don't talk or what