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It's the first time...

It's the first day
And nothing seems to be ok.
People crowding all around,
Talking, laughing until the sound
Downs you, drowns you
Till you can't breathe,
And all you can think is
How you can leave.
But you stay and you pray
That you can just hold out
Standing alone and silent
In the middle of the crowd.
SW-User Best Comment
There were times I felt like that even in college, but then I had the endless warm embrace of music and a number of well-meaning heartbreaks lining up to teach me that most people are shit and they're not worth it.

And yet those few who are worth it will always find a way somehow to be in your life. In a weird way, you have to trust that inevitable uncertainty.

It always comes through. :)

<3
Nat15 · F
@SW-User I hope so. <3
SW-User
@Nat15 Hey, I got BA. Thanks, Nat. :)

and okay, I'd be remiss if I didn't quote Rilke here, so.. bear with me lol.

"Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror.
Just keep going. No feeling is final."

something to think about..
Nat15 · F
@SW-User I knew Rilke would show up :P

But thank you :*

SW-User
Hold on you will see it's not as scary as your anxiety wants you to believe 🤗
Nat15 · F
I hope you're right :/ @SW-User
DeWayfarer · 61-69, M
Sounds like my graduation night at Disneyland. 😕
Nat15 · F
:/ I'm sorry @DeWayfarer
DeWayfarer · 61-69, M
@Nat15 I am long long over it. It was long long ago. ☺️

Still that brings back some bad memories.
Nat15 · F
Glad you were able to get over it. @DeWayfarer
WeighedDown · 36-40, M
This my favorite so far writing style is similar to my own.
Carver · 31-35, F
☹🤗😗
Nat15 · F
@Carver 🤗😚
I know that feeling for certain. Really not looking forward to going back with summer ending now.
OzDiver · 61-69, M
Stay strong... you are stronger than you think.
Sweet & sad.

 
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