I Am Getting a Divorce

Out Of The Frying Pan Into The Fire...... The ex agreed to vacate the apartment if i give her the sum of $1284. That was 75% of the security deposit. I wrote her the check. I moved back in. She got off the lease. She cashed the check. I even put on the check, "The payee of this check agrees to vacate (address) no later than 31 Oct 13. But she still hasn't left yet. The longer she waits, the less money I have to give her this month. She was on the phone with her boyfriend for the longest time, talking all sexy and crap. I'm trying to maintain my cool. I've started bringing my stuff back to the apartment. Almost 11:00pm and she's singing loudly in the shower. Is she trying to break me? She is. I can't find my headphones anywhere. Perhaps she took them. Now I can't escape listening to her shit singing. I can't think straight when she is around. The codependancy is kicking in again.

Now she comes out of the bathroom and turns on the kitchen light. She accuses me of trying to use my daughter as a tool. She wants to start shit at 11:10 at night. I told her I wasn't talking about it.

11:25 she's in bed.  Lights out.  My heart rate returns to normal.  

She is trying to break me. She is trying to push my buttons. Now my heart is beating so friggin' fast it's ridiculous. I have to calm down. I have to remember that every night she stays here that's more money for me.  If she were to leave tomorrow, I would probably pay her for the whole month.  But she moves out tomorrow she's down by $100.  

Will someone please pray for me that I can keep a cool head and not crack under her pressure?