I Believe A Relationship Is Built On Respect And Trust

It's true... I want a relationship, but I feel burdened by the commitment. I want to be with someone and someone to want to be with me, but I remain scared to death of rejection. I value the "relationship" title, but I make very little effort to earn it. I feel bad for being so irresponsible and so deceptive about it, but it's not like I act this way maliciously. I wish I wasn't like this, but I haven't quite figured out how to be some other way and no one seems to have enough patience or interest to guide me. I only blame myself.

I guess the ammonia COULD have something to do with it, but I don't want to use that as a flimsy excuse.

i also think that in the world we live in everything is temporary. That has carried over to relationships........people have begun to think of them as temporary and there is no commitment and no feeling of responsibility to work through the tough things.........

They want a title and benefits from it. Everything else that is "serious" is simply not what they want :/

Yes... from the top of the Pyramid in Memphis. I was standing in a puddle of ammonia and some random person next to me was about to light a cigarette so I high-tailed it out of there...

No you shut up no you shut up!!! No you shut up no you no you shut up no you shut up!!!!!

Markpaul: Did you saw me in Tennessee?

Why do either of us have to shut up?

It's the ammonia!!!