I Prefer Fantasy to Reality

Exactly. We never really describe ourselves in real life. This has led me to believe that I am empty on the inside, that I cannot know what these words mean. That words are too vague and abstract and don't really describe anything of any real significance. And then we forget the words we hear so easily, it's like they are never said. If I could remember my whole time track from birth to the present, then I would consider myself who I am in real life. But I have so little memory of the past that I can hardly be said to be the identity I've been given. This life is so transient and shallow. It's very rare for someone to remember all they've felt and done in their life, to have a perfect recollection of memory. I think this is something most people overlook in their identification with an identity in life. Like who am I if I can't even remember and relive 50% of my past? I'm less than half of what my body's experienced in thought according to society!

Not touching that with a 24" dildo.

We are who we are from birth,our personalities are eventually shaped by the environment we are born into and the beliefs, more often preconceived of those who "educate" us, but it is never who we really are.The essence of who we are remains the same.