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I Have Had a Panic Attack

Because I try to blog as much as possible about my journey on here...

30 minutes ago I just had a panic attack in front of my family. It was over something immature as my eldest brother started talking very rudely to my father which I couldn't see. Then randomly started to verbally abuse me. He told me how I'm worthless and how I will never become a lawyer.

I just burst out crying and I was breathless as I was struggling to stop crying. I started sweating ( which my brother and eldest sister started laughing at, they're are in their late 20's). My brother also told me to stop 'faking it' and 'how will I never become sucessful if I can't handle this'. He mentioned how I never study (which I do) and never help around the house (which I also do). He also mentioned how I'm unemployed so I have no right to talk in this house. I have anxiety. I can't even think about working in public.. It's the fact someone telling you that you're worthless all the time, it hurts.

On top of everything that I am going through, bringing someone down more especially if it is coming from a family member makes you feel torn apart.
I've calmed down now, it took me about 15 minutes to start breathing properly again. My eldest sister came to me and said ' you need help, you're ridiculously insane'. Then starts laughing.

Living in a household where mental health is brushed under the carpet and putting people down is a difficult environment to cope with.

I haven't visited my GP regarding my mental health. I feel anxious going. However, after today, I believe I must go tomorrow. Or talk to a mental health charity on the phone.

I feel so worn out. I've not been attending my classes all week nor do i intend to go tomorrow.





Meeeeemzi
Carla1951 · 70-79, F
Allow me to try to offer you an idea that might help. After I was in a car accident my doctor gave me an Rx to help calm me. I can't recall the name but it was so strong my husband told me the next day... after taking one of the pills I almost immediately went OUT! He told me my face literally hit the plate on the table. So back to my doctor and asked for something more mild. My Husband was with me and explained my reaction to the tablet. She then figured I was simply sensitive to this Rx. And I asked if there were an alternative. Something over the counter, that would calm me when I felt another panic attack coming. Immediately she told me St. Johns Wort.

*the following is taken from the Internet.
St. Johns Wort does a lot more than just alleviate mood swings. Its a balancer, true, but it is also used in homeopathic medicine to alleviate joint pain.

Saint Johns Wort relieves pain, it has a sedative effect do to the fact it is a slight nervine, and it is used for treatment of neuralgia, anxiety and nervous tension. It can be applied as liniment or poultice to relieve pain, for treatment over the spine for relief of nervous diseases that are related to the spine, sciatica, neuralgia, rheumatic pains, as a lotion for pain relief, eases bruises.

Saint Johns Wort is also known to be useful for pulmonary complaints (the release of phlegm in the lungs), bladder trouble, suppression of urine, dysentery, worms and nervous depression. The herb is an excellent treatment for chronic uterine problems and will correct irregular and painful menstruation. The herb also contains an alkaloid that is a heart and artery stimulant.

If you are using an anti-depressant and you would prefer to use Saint Johns Wort, check for contraindications (things you should not take with your medication), also consult with your physician.

I have used Saint Johns Wort as a mood balancer and to alleviate joint pain. I would recommend to ensure you use sunblock if you take it and are fair skinned, it does tend to cause slight photosensitivity in fairskinned people. It works well, without making you feel disconnected, foggy or unfocused like other drugs seem to.
Tminus6453 · M
Your siblings are heartless aholes.....hope you get the help you need🙂
mimi12 · 26-30, F
Thank you
DarkenedSoul · 22-25, F
Sigh. I Know exactly how you feel and I'm not just saying that.
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sighmeupforthat · 46-50, M
oh, just in case, it's chemistry also, do not forget that.

(many have had good assistance because they're looking into both the mental and physical.)

also, to boot, genetics plays a huge role.
SW-User
How they are treating you is wrong it has much more to say about them then you. Anyone would have a hard time living in that type of environment. Is their anyway you could move out of there?

 
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