I Am Stronger Because of All I've Been Through
I send my bf this message, last year around this time I was afraid of standing up for myself cause I didn't want him to leave etc.... I'm different now..
Background: He's working in another country 20 mins away, he came in my country for 3 days n he hung out w his friends for the first day... N i asked him to meet me.. He said he's drunk n his friends don't wanna be a designated driver.
"U need to spend time w me.
I just asking for things expected in a relationship. Let us go out. Go a nice place. A drop home.... those are all I ever ask for. And I does have to beg n fight down for it. That will hurt anyone... N when i get upset u does tell me I causing trouble n that everyone seeing I causing trouble. That's neglect n emotional abuse. And all that for what?.... Cause I asking to go on a date? For a drop home? Don't u see how u not spending time w me especially when u do have the time... Will hurt someone? Don't u see how serious that is?"
Background: He's working in another country 20 mins away, he came in my country for 3 days n he hung out w his friends for the first day... N i asked him to meet me.. He said he's drunk n his friends don't wanna be a designated driver.
"U need to spend time w me.
I just asking for things expected in a relationship. Let us go out. Go a nice place. A drop home.... those are all I ever ask for. And I does have to beg n fight down for it. That will hurt anyone... N when i get upset u does tell me I causing trouble n that everyone seeing I causing trouble. That's neglect n emotional abuse. And all that for what?.... Cause I asking to go on a date? For a drop home? Don't u see how u not spending time w me especially when u do have the time... Will hurt someone? Don't u see how serious that is?"
36-40, F
