I Am Never Comfortable In Social Situations

I feel like I'm a social chameleon. I just say what's supposed to be said, feel how I'm supposed to feel. I react to my environment based on the criteria, and not based on my inner self. I think sometimes I'm afraid to show my true colors because of how that's worked out for me in the past...
But is avoiding conflict and ridicule really worth being a different person to every other person I talk to? It's so exhausting...

But I forgot, everyone's just here to have fun. Sorry to infect your feed with something real