I Ive Always Loved Christmas

I always loved christmas, its the big reason why winter is my favorite season, i used to celebrate it with my family and it was amazing, every hour of those day... But now... Its the third year that i wont be having christmas... And honestly im about to start hating christmas entirely... Besides on this christmas im gonna be closing off from internet and everyone i still know because i dont wanna know what they got for christmas and how fun it was to spend it with family/friends...