I Am Different [Being Different]

I feel like its more than that these days..like I'm just too damn weird to connect to people. I can talk easily but when it gets down to feelings its just like we're on opposite ends of the canyon. Even my parents..I feel adopted for Christ sakes. There is no and if anything negative intellectual connection there.

I'm tired of people leaving and me wrestling all the blame...

I know life might very well be a test and certainly unfair but Christ...I'm sorry...I haven't been a bad person...I couldn't have been..

I just want a break..a good friend..everyone else gets them, why not me