I Have Wife Sharing Fantasies

My husband arranged for a wife sharing experience when I shared my fantasy of being into such. To be honest I never thought he would arrange a guy and I told him only because I wanted to be open with him, hiding nothing. I wasn't really looking into being a part of it honestly, but this guy he arranged was charming and good looking and I thought since it's arranged by my husband only, it wouldn't do any harm to our marriage. He visited us everyday after work along with Varun to get with me well, I guess, to get rid of my shyness. He would give me sexy hugs and touches. Until the day came when he locked the bed room while I was inside (folding clothes into the wardrobe) and Varun was in the living room. I knew that this was the day.I was blooming with shyness, After some fore play we both were naked with the lights on and the windows open, when he was about to insert, I shrugged off. I couldn't let him in. I told him so and he worked on some more time on foreplay advising that I might not be in the mood. But still I couldn't let him in. To be honest this was just a fantasy that was in my mind and it wasn't a fantasy that I really wanted to come true. He was a bit angry at this, sad too, devastated. I felt sorry for making him look forward for this.
Varun was sitting in the couch while I opened the door and walked to him naked. I told him I couldn't do it. He said sorry to the other guy who cursed us and left. I stripped Varun naked and we made out on the couch.