I Am a Daddy's Girl

I called my mother to say hello then she informed me that my father is sick. After hearing that, I overreacted and got mad at my father for not telling me. I called him but he is not picking up and it made me angrier. Angrier at myself for not knowing that my father is sick. Now, my father is going home to go the hospital and here I am crying from thinking all of the possibilities of his check up. I really hate it when something happened to my father and I can't even do anything.