I Like Learning New Things
But, it's so hard sometimes.
At this very moment, I regret evolving and stop being a naive. I was happier in that way. I'm afraid I will come back to a misantrophic state.
It's not easy to understand, on one side, I would like to go on having inocence when I look at the others, but on the other side, I need to learn. And, yes...the toughest experiences are the ones that have enough power to make us learn a lesson.
I know we always have a lesson to learn but for my personal circumstances I didn't have many contact with people. I used to run just in the opposite direction they were bc I was afraid of disappointing them. Pretty ironic when I look and in many cases, they are the ones who are disappointing me.
No resentment from my part. I know each person is following his/her own evolving path. And a person only can give what (s)he has at this moment.
I'm not complaining. It's only a reflexion.
At this very moment, I regret evolving and stop being a naive. I was happier in that way. I'm afraid I will come back to a misantrophic state.
It's not easy to understand, on one side, I would like to go on having inocence when I look at the others, but on the other side, I need to learn. And, yes...the toughest experiences are the ones that have enough power to make us learn a lesson.
I know we always have a lesson to learn but for my personal circumstances I didn't have many contact with people. I used to run just in the opposite direction they were bc I was afraid of disappointing them. Pretty ironic when I look and in many cases, they are the ones who are disappointing me.
No resentment from my part. I know each person is following his/her own evolving path. And a person only can give what (s)he has at this moment.
I'm not complaining. It's only a reflexion.
51-55, F
