The conversations we use to have

I miss the conversations we use to have, I have been meaning to delete them as part of the owl process of moving on, but for some reason I am not fully aware of, I haven't been able to bring myself to do that just yet. I miss the conversations we use to have, still when I go over the last things we texted there was more coming from me than you, which reminds me of the reasons I had to leave. I miss the conversations we use to have, late in the night, sometimes about nothing in particular, but felt nice to know you were there. I sometimes miss the conversations we use to have, moving on was- is hard but I think I am done with the most difficult part of that, all the hate, rage, pain and guilt are now gone, tho there was a time I..had hope things might go back to the way they were, that somehow you would just come back and say you missed me, but I knew that even if you do you would never say it. I had even planned "my big return" but I think that mind set is part of the owl process of moving on.I haven't been able yet to keep myself from checking on you, the hard part about that is I know you don't do the same. Still I miss the conversations we use to have.