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Can you captain this? Something I just wrote


[i]Down that road there's a turn, an unknown turn, the turn to that which is clear to the unclear, blind to the vision and def to the ear. and all the truth has been covered with sweet lies. She asks herself "is what I see is reality?" She falls for the lies that are laid before her. With every word there's a breakable promise that she fails to see.
She was masked from the truth and lives in a delusion.
She saw the path, but she tried to turn herself away from it, she didn't want to believe what is down that path. She's too scared that it'll be what she wants it not to be.

She's about to remove the mask of the sugar that was sprinkled on everything and taste reality. Clueless as she is she's also curious to know what she'd find.
One little step towards it, she felt the struggle of herself facing reality and a voice deep inside her screams "oh no don't remove the sugar, it'll be too bitter"
With frustration she threw everything away as tears trickled down her cheeks.
She feels losted and uncertain about herself.
"What am I really?" She asked herself.
She took a deep breath and gather herself together once again, "this time.." she said, "I won't let my insecure voice deceive me"
As she brushes away the sugar from her way, she sees it clearly, she could touch the surface and smell the lies that they've been telling her, she could feel the broken promise they give her and alas! She could now see how deceived she has been by it all.
It was a mixture of bittersweet moments. The pressure of facing reality has been lifted on her shoulder. The truth that she was too afraid to face, she's now accepting it wholeheartedly. She felt the contentment within herself. She smiles with joyful tears and said "ah! The sugar is no more in my way."[/i]