This house is a gilded cage.

I mean it is great to be back in my childhood home with a good portion of my former life restored but I am so bored.One condition of my return was no drugs and I am not having a good time. Let me tell you when you are addicted to drugs for well over a decade you just can't expect life to be just fine without them. My dad is strict when he says I can't have anything. If I am found to have any I am getting booted out. In a way this is only a temporary arrangement until I can get my own place again but I'm going to milk it.

I still am not getting my money back he refuses to give it to me.I guess that is one bridge I have totally burned.This house is such a gilded cage.

Oh and nothing fun is open anymore anyway. No clubs, no bars because everything is carryout now thanks to the shut down.I am doomed doomed and doomed. I am a social butterfly I used to pride myself on being quite the socialite but those days are dead.