I Like to Cook

Makes Me Feel Normal... If Possible... i love cooking
even though i dont eat
being in the kitchen
making dinner for my mom
makes everything feel normal
for a while

before i got sick
all i would do is cook
cakes, pies, Italian food, my moms favorite my white chicken chili

food is something that scares me
but also memorizes me
when i cook i feel
at peace
and almost normal...

anyone else feel like that?