I Am Always Improving Myself
For my cynicistic judgement toward you, it is to my regret. If for your consolation, I have only judged you with the same strict requisites I have placed on the only thing I have ever known, myself, the only inkling offered me in the harsh reality which is life.
No longer will hate and hopeless uttering drip from my lips, I will demand of my self, I will ask of my self, I will expect of my self, and myself alone. Though self-righteousness may be perceived, I have made that hard decision as I believe it stands above the loathsome judgement of humanity that awaits all achievers who consider their own self as one of the rest, as identical to the multitude.
I am sorry for my incessant expectations and strong willed hope I have continually urged you on with. We are born as we are and we live absent approval, direction predetermined, so it is not to my credit or to your chagrin. I will give you the space and freedom to live as you will, yet I will continue on my journey to a brighter future for each and every future individual born onto this planet.
No longer will hate and hopeless uttering drip from my lips, I will demand of my self, I will ask of my self, I will expect of my self, and myself alone. Though self-righteousness may be perceived, I have made that hard decision as I believe it stands above the loathsome judgement of humanity that awaits all achievers who consider their own self as one of the rest, as identical to the multitude.
I am sorry for my incessant expectations and strong willed hope I have continually urged you on with. We are born as we are and we live absent approval, direction predetermined, so it is not to my credit or to your chagrin. I will give you the space and freedom to live as you will, yet I will continue on my journey to a brighter future for each and every future individual born onto this planet.
26-30, M
