I would recommend OA - overeaters anonomous group! There is one in almost every city!

I used to have an eating disorder but I couldn't ever tall anyone in real life at least. I felt disgusted with myself and I really didn't think people would dare give me sympathy. Once I stopped comparing myself to societies ideal construct I started feeling better. Though there are definitely days I feel like I am reverting against my will.

i can do that but i'm not bulimic, just allergic.