Another thing that eludes me [I Iove Feet]

It might have something to do with the fact that I've been staring at the ground for the past 25 years and that's triggered something in me to go wrong ... I don't get why I love it... :'(

Or there is a handful of experiences in my childhood that could've drawn me to this. I wish COVID wasn't around so I could ask a therapist face to face.