I Want to Connect With Other Transgender People

I am Trans male. I know of another trans male, he's a friend of my family's. I haven't had any surgery, haven't had any testosterone, and haven't even legally changed my name yet. and i am 27. I currently live with my dad and step mom. She has 2 kids of her own. one being a teenage son. So she told me she has one moody teenage boy in the house she will not have another so i am not allowed to start T while i'm living here. which sucks. SOOOOOOO bummed. I wasn't allowed to transition growing up. no boys clothes no name change nothing until i was 18. and i still lived with my parents i was very hesitant to start anything to transition because my grandmother made me promise i wouldn't until i was 30. she didn't want me to regret anything. Well she has no released me from my promise and i want T now. but my step mom won't let me. i've been on a waiting list for an apartment since may. I am dying to get my own place, and dying to get on T. This friend of the family i know is not even 19 and they are on T, have a beard and mustache, and getting a manly figure, and he's scheduled for top surgery in a month.
basically I'm jealous. That's all i want to get across in this post. I'm jealous. I'm sooo frickin mad. It's not fair. I hate it. great for them i'm happy for them. but i'm just so ready for this and it can't happen. i've been waiting for this for years, my insurance is finally going to cover T now and i can't get on it. it just sucks. life sucks. i'm just so mad.
there now i feel better.