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I Loved This Song Today

Christina Perri - A thousand years.

I heard this song today and even if it's beautiful it made me feel enormously sad. I have everything , or better said enough. But something huge is missing. There's a huge hole in my soul.
I felt it all. I felt like I'm missing someone that doesn't even exist.
I felt all the pain of acquaintances from every day stories. It hit me , it hit me really hard. Like it was happening to me.
I couldn't cry , but it felt like I could've exploded any second. Yet no tears were rolling down.
I crave for something which I'm not sure what it would possibly be. Only I know that it can't be obtained , as I am the unusual sort of a human being. It's difficult to explain. But something is trying to strangle me. And it's succeeding slowly.
Some weird feeling is rising up my gut and I can't help myself. I'm trapped , but in what? Nothing... I can't define anything...
Everything is going right, yet nothing is going right. What do I do...
I am too young to feel exhausted from life , I'm too young to be heartbroken and not healing... I am a mess. I am too innocent to feel it all.
I didn't want this skin , I didn't want this mind , I didn't want this life.
Now , when you gave it to me , show me and teach me how to live. Fix me please...
I can't.
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xixgun · M
It ain't bad, I'll give ye that.