I Am a Girl In Love With a Girl

She Broke My Heart... Last Night I Cried Myself To Sleep :( ...She Is Now In A Relationship ..And It's Not With Me ..I Asked Her With Who And She Told Me That I Dont Know Her ..But I Really Hoping It Was Just A Joke ...Well It's Not ..My Heart Hurts So Bad ..I Can Actually Feel It ..She Lead Me On For So Long.. She Could Have Just Told Me She Was Talking To Someone Else... I Feel Like Im In A Bad Dream And No Matter How Hard I Try ..I Just Can't Wake Up ...All Day Yesterday I Was Just Hoping For Ashton Kutcher To Come Out And Tell Me I Was Being Punk'd ..But He Never Showed Up ...I Asked Her What Made Her Do This ..Her Response Was LIFE ...I Asked What Does Life Have To Do With It ..She Said ..That's What Made Me Do It ...I Asked Well Did You Think You Were Going To Die Tomorrow Or.. And She Said ..No I Just Want To Be Happy ... I Told Her She Could've Been Happy With Me.. And She Respomded ..Man Hush, You're Not Serious ...I Said ..Yes I Am! ..I Told My Mom I Was In Love With You ..It's That Serious ..And She Never Responded :( ....She Never Cared About My Feelings ...She Never Took Me Serious ..If I Wasn't Serious ..Why Do I Feel This Way!? ...Why Do I Feel My Heart Breaking Into A Million Pieces ...Why Is It That I Still Love Her.. :( Maybe Its Because Shes The First Girl I Ever Loved .. :(