I Express Myself Through Writing
I just woke up from a nightmare. About ghosts.
No one will really know what that means. I used to have these reoccurring ghost nightmares before I left my ex husband. At the time I never knew what was causing them. It took me a while to realize it was
related to the problems in my relationship and they stopped once I left him. In those dreams, the ghosts were actually all fine except for one. Also, it was usually only one room where the bad ghost could get to me. I realize this sounds incredibly silly. Ghosts aren’t so scary, right? Lol But these dreams were terrifying. And I swore to myself that if I ever had a ghost nightmare again, I’d know I had to leave my partner.
Tonight’s dream, all of the ghosts were bad. Also, the entire dream was me fighting the reality that my boyfriend is not being good to me and I need to leave him, but I was resisting it. I woke myself up screaming...oddly enough, I was screaming out not only because a ghost had terrified me, but because I was desperately hoping a man would come rescue me from that terror and my boyfriend. Also, in my dream I was staying in my parents basement, which is where I stayed after I left my ex and I stayed there through my entire depression. Needless to say, it brought up a lot of emotions and left me feeling very unsettled.
Naturally, my boyfriend is playing video games. Heard me scream, ignored me. Walked by the bedroom and upon me requesting to be held told me he would after his game he just started. :/
Well...this too shall pass. For now, I’m just going to let it be a dream.
No one will really know what that means. I used to have these reoccurring ghost nightmares before I left my ex husband. At the time I never knew what was causing them. It took me a while to realize it was
related to the problems in my relationship and they stopped once I left him. In those dreams, the ghosts were actually all fine except for one. Also, it was usually only one room where the bad ghost could get to me. I realize this sounds incredibly silly. Ghosts aren’t so scary, right? Lol But these dreams were terrifying. And I swore to myself that if I ever had a ghost nightmare again, I’d know I had to leave my partner.
Tonight’s dream, all of the ghosts were bad. Also, the entire dream was me fighting the reality that my boyfriend is not being good to me and I need to leave him, but I was resisting it. I woke myself up screaming...oddly enough, I was screaming out not only because a ghost had terrified me, but because I was desperately hoping a man would come rescue me from that terror and my boyfriend. Also, in my dream I was staying in my parents basement, which is where I stayed after I left my ex and I stayed there through my entire depression. Needless to say, it brought up a lot of emotions and left me feeling very unsettled.
Naturally, my boyfriend is playing video games. Heard me scream, ignored me. Walked by the bedroom and upon me requesting to be held told me he would after his game he just started. :/
Well...this too shall pass. For now, I’m just going to let it be a dream.
