I Have Something to Say

I feel so much torment keeping this secret.
These words that cannot be spoken shout restlessly in my mind.
I've fallen so far that I beg the world I could forget.
Forget these memories, these dreams; leave them behind.

I want you to know how I feel, how I do,
That I'm crying inside, every night I'm in pain,
Instead I let my lifeless eyes convey to you,
What little will in this shell remain.

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Soundsofsilence · 46-50, M

I'm sorry you are going through such a hard time. I hope you can find some peace and rest in knowing there are others out there in the same situation. You are not alone

Samael

@Soundsofsilence: You've no need to apologise. I really just want to sleep, but I can't. I thought posting my thoughts might help it out.

And as much as many think it to be a consolation - knowing others are in similar or even worse situations - it has a rather adverse effect. I'd rather be alone in it, if it meant that they didn't have to go through such situations. No person deserves this.

That all said, I appreciate the sentiment.

Soundsofsilence · 46-50, M

Yes I understand. I feel that same way, wishing no harm or pain on others.

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