I Have Something to Say

I wish I had nothing to complain of. I'm thinking my words or stories are not encouraging again. If this is true to anyone who my words are not encouraging I am sorry. I cannot guarantee that there is even hope for me. But i want nothing but good and happiness for anone at all. I'm beginning to wonder if i could ever live a normal life. I wonder if my triggers would go. I wish GOD could hear my spirit cry. I can't stand what is wrong with me.