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Suicide unattempted. Unsuccessful.

I do apologize to Everyone on here.

This was Something for Everyone to look forward to and I failed.

I apologize.

I can Promise one thing for sure.

Since I prepared myself, it was hard to commit suicide.

However, the next time I will commit suicide and no one will ever know...
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harley06105 · 51-55, M
Sometimes I feel similarly. I think about ways to do it. But it always comes down to the people who love me. My family and friends. I can never seem to believe I could bear the guilt of offing myself. My family and friends would be sad, but they would also be angry and they would have underestimated my ability to be courageous, which I have been up to this point. Courageous in so many ways. It takes courage to stick it through. It's weak to give up. Something in me forces me to be courageous regardless of how bad things get. Regardless of how bad things have been. Regardless of how bad I think things are. They're never bad enough to justify the pain and hurt that my dying would inflict on others, no matter how few that may be or how few I might *think* that may be. To take actions toward improving my life and the lives of others despite how I might feel always makes me feel better, or at least forget the feeling of despair that I have at the time. Living is the ultimate act of courage. Living for others beats even that.
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You are very strong. God bless You!


At least you have People who Love and Support you. I have no one. Only a God I can't see, nevertheless, sense.