I Have Something to Say
Man being outside makes me know nothing and understand everything all at once
I'm 29 and I feel like I haven't accomplished anything because I can't measure what I have accomplished against anyone else
I'm not superior according to society by what I have accomplished because working through your own shit isn't praised as much as getting a degree or having kids or falling in love. Or getting a good paying job and working yourself so hard that you die without doing anything that you really wanted to do.
What do I really want to do?
I can't be fake like everyone else and just pretend like I've got it all figured out or that I'm okay.
All this because when he sings I can't think of anything else. And I feel all wound up. I think I just need to avoid him again like I was doing for like that two week period lol and then I'll feel better. I'll feel more sane again. Ya know?
I'm 29 and I feel like I haven't accomplished anything because I can't measure what I have accomplished against anyone else
I'm not superior according to society by what I have accomplished because working through your own shit isn't praised as much as getting a degree or having kids or falling in love. Or getting a good paying job and working yourself so hard that you die without doing anything that you really wanted to do.
What do I really want to do?
I can't be fake like everyone else and just pretend like I've got it all figured out or that I'm okay.
All this because when he sings I can't think of anything else. And I feel all wound up. I think I just need to avoid him again like I was doing for like that two week period lol and then I'll feel better. I'll feel more sane again. Ya know?
31-35, F
