I Have Something to Say
Right, you can let me know if i'm over thinking this situation, or if its what you call "Crying over spilt milk"..well?? over nothing. But i'm more upset about how much my older brother just doesnt care when i ask a favour ( nothing to do with what it was). He's 30, and i'm 24..and we've been close all our lives, same interests and everything...me and him alike..and my other two brothers are dead alike. But back to us!
We still have stupid laughs when hes over. But when i'm genuine. He isnt. He turns things into something even more difficult. He's a gambling person at times, i was going to try placing £5 on my team winning 2-0 yesterday. But....i got a telephone interview for a job. Important. Questions everywhere. And when i got off the phone..i had to go get ready for the actual match. My dad would be driving us in a hurry (as per usual)..always picking up my brother on the way there. But he wanted to pick him up at our aunts house..cause she was going too. My brother walks by three bookmakers on the way. The one below him that hes always in, and the one across..with the one in the direction he was going further up...and after my interview, while we're rushed to get ready. He's heading to my aunts, walking, in plenty of time. And hes experienced in there. He knows exactly what to do... Im making such a fuss because he said...Naw, do it yourself, stop by in the car!!. My reply was, when dad's out the shower we'll be whizzing by in a hurry, the pavements fenced off, and dad would need to stop on a double yellow if i jump in, plus we'll be late for the game...then he was like a broken record saying "just jump in its easy". Remember what i said. He passed by three walking and with time on his hands. And this is why im more offended. My dad phones him up and asks for me...then he jumps in and checks the odds. Our uncle we join in the pub could ask him whilst hes on his way down to the pub if he could jump in..and he jumps in...anyone older than him, that he looks up to asks, and he jumps in...we're adults now...i try being genuine...id do all favours for him if i was passing by places and he had gone out of his way due to a change in schedule...id help him...im an adult....but he looks down on his brothers and sisters...he jumped in immediatley when our dad asked....thats why im upset...so although your thinking...jesus christ!!! It was just for a bet!!!...its for anything in the future as well..why does he make situations harder than they seem????
We still have stupid laughs when hes over. But when i'm genuine. He isnt. He turns things into something even more difficult. He's a gambling person at times, i was going to try placing £5 on my team winning 2-0 yesterday. But....i got a telephone interview for a job. Important. Questions everywhere. And when i got off the phone..i had to go get ready for the actual match. My dad would be driving us in a hurry (as per usual)..always picking up my brother on the way there. But he wanted to pick him up at our aunts house..cause she was going too. My brother walks by three bookmakers on the way. The one below him that hes always in, and the one across..with the one in the direction he was going further up...and after my interview, while we're rushed to get ready. He's heading to my aunts, walking, in plenty of time. And hes experienced in there. He knows exactly what to do... Im making such a fuss because he said...Naw, do it yourself, stop by in the car!!. My reply was, when dad's out the shower we'll be whizzing by in a hurry, the pavements fenced off, and dad would need to stop on a double yellow if i jump in, plus we'll be late for the game...then he was like a broken record saying "just jump in its easy". Remember what i said. He passed by three walking and with time on his hands. And this is why im more offended. My dad phones him up and asks for me...then he jumps in and checks the odds. Our uncle we join in the pub could ask him whilst hes on his way down to the pub if he could jump in..and he jumps in...anyone older than him, that he looks up to asks, and he jumps in...we're adults now...i try being genuine...id do all favours for him if i was passing by places and he had gone out of his way due to a change in schedule...id help him...im an adult....but he looks down on his brothers and sisters...he jumped in immediatley when our dad asked....thats why im upset...so although your thinking...jesus christ!!! It was just for a bet!!!...its for anything in the future as well..why does he make situations harder than they seem????
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