I Can't Sleep When I Have Too Much On My Mind

I don't know why I even like him? Out of all my "loves" I've never actually cared about them. It's always just been a joke to fall in love with someone who catches my attention for more than a split second, but this love is different- I'm actually falling in love. Well obviously not [i]in love[/i]. We don't even say more than 5 words at a time to each other but for some reason he is always in my mind. I'm not in love with him, I'm in love with the idea of him. Cliche I know. It's true though. You can't be in love with someone you don't know. It started as a joke which then became a wish and now it's just sad. Out of all my loves it really had to be him? The one I don't talk to. I forget the last time I had a crush, definitely has been a while. I remember walking in the class, finding my seat next to him and being swooned by angelic features. Even then, though, I thought he'd just be something to look at. I want his attention





I never finished this.