why. why, why [I Am Anxious]

I was always a child asking why,

then as an adult, always asking why,

and now I ask why I drank a whole bottle of tequila, yet feel nothing??

body....what do you want?

mind, what do you want?

just SHUT OFF already,

LEAVE ME ALONE,

let me f*cking go,

let me pass out....let me give up....

just give me a break,

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HermannFegelein · 26-30, M

The mind can’t give you a break because it’s trying to live. It’s part of your natural biological process of living. I once felt the same way. It’s silly to try and fight it. You’re better off either accepting it but it seems like you’re fighting it so of course it’s gonna resist. Humans are just trying to survive. You were born a human so you either own it and make it your own or do your best to change it. Our biology is powerful beyond preference unfortunately at times or always depending on who you are.

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