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I Have Something On My Mind

Nobody needs to read this. But I'm drowning in depression again. Loneliness, worthlessness, hopelessness, it's all there. Sometimes I wish I could just stop being a coward and end it all, but it's simply not worth the effort. I want to be wanted but only ever hear "you'll find someone eventually", which is about as flippant as any rejection ever is. I'm little more than a casual, throwaway friend, someone who will just get forgotten when a better offer comes along. I get attached to others far too easily, and then am somehow surprised when they push me away. The worst part is that I should be used to this by now, yet I keep falling for my own stupidity.

But it's not like I matter all that much anyway, so no doubt the only person who reads this will say something akin to "get over yourself", which is so inane as to be utterly meaningless.
Poppies · 61-69, F
You want to be wanted, but my theory is that being appreciated for the good you do in the world would make you like yourself. And that this is better than being wanted, because everyone can help someone who is worse off. Being wanted is less in your control because even if you find someone, they might change, which is beyond your control. Maybe being wanted will come after you are appreciated for the good you do and you like yourself. A person who likes himself is more attractive to other people. And if being wanted doesn't come.....hey, you're still a person who is proud of what he does, who likes himself!
This is just my two cents. I know, talk is cheap, but It's all I have!
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ScarletWitch · 26-30, F
You need motivation. Do something for yourself. Change.

 
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