Do you have a dream? Career, Goal, Etc

I do but they are on hold for now

This is the time in my life when I was planning to found a startup company with some co-workers, but everything got derailed and it never happened.

I want to be on YouTube doing let's plays of horror games.

Way too many

No. I've had two careers but discovered i could only go so far promotion-wise.
So it's a cross between needing a job that pays and maybe finding another career path.