should i go to this club i talked myself into joining?

Try it once. I think you'll be in a better position later to decide.

I wanted to join pathfinders when I was 11 from all the fun things I heard, and then when I found out I had to do something embarrassing when I came late one day (I had piano lessons before the meetings), I was like nope this is not for me. Haven't been back since. 😂

oh me too i was invited to go to such groups, i went 2-3 times but never did it completely. They think i had a psychosis but in my mind i know i dont...

they also oblige me to take medication

Yes, absolutely! It'll do you the world of good!

You should at least check it out. 🤷🏼