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I Have Dark Thoughts Sometimes

I hate getting these thoughts because there's no easy way of getting rid of them and it niggles on me. Talk about them and prepare for a sea of hate or bottle it up and obsess over it. It doesn't even need to be that dark but the over sharing of something so personal without having a support group that also shares similar thoughts is hard to seek out.
GwydionFrost · 56-60, M
As an artist, my eyes must see things others refuse to, or cannot imagine.

As an author, my mind must create things that live in your mind. I must become the character, the creature, to accurately portray it, thinking in ways that are alien to me, from the most angelic saints to the most unrepentant devils.

As an actor, my entire being is transformed into the character narrative. I must physically, as well as mentally, take my creation's mantle as my own.

As a human, my capabilities range from being a downright narcissistic sociopath to the most empathic Samaritan you can imagine. I have spent an entire lifetime dedicated to observing and taking notes on the human species interacting within its native habitats with all the clinical detachment of a nature show host.

Darkness...? My old friend, and bringer of great stories and creations.

Gladly would I speak with you, within these dark corridors of your mind. Let me see your Beast.
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GeistInTheMachine · 31-35, M
I know that feeling. And paired with isolation, it becomes toxic. I've learned (out of necessity) to try and remain at least somewhat positive. But of course, the darkness remains. Yet, you can brighten it, so it doesn't completely consume you.
Pop0159 · 61-69, M
You can control your own thoughts .. .. they happen .. .. .. but how much attention you give them is your choice .. .. consciously or unconsciously .. .. ..
Zelllambert · 31-35, F
@Pop0159 I cannot easily control my thoughts. The more I try to think of other things the more intrusive they can get....it feels like I'm trying to do a really hard puzzle using a load of spreadsheets and I'll die if I can't figure it out
Pop0159 · 61-69, M
@Zelllambert in a way it ks like a puzzle .. finding the key to focus on what you want .. .. it might be pushing it away .. or flrcing a good thought, facing it head on and addressing it fully, or just relaxing and letting it go .. ..

It is like many things .. try one way and see if it works, if so confinue .. if not try something else .. .. but above all don't give up untill you succeed .. .. ..
These dark thoughts, what are they about? If you don't want everyone to know, you can message me, it's up to you.
missit15 · 56-60, M
its good to find someone that you can chat with that doesnt judge or want to change you.
Montanaman · M
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