I Want to Share Something

"You want to know what makes you bad?" she said over faltered voice and frozen tears. "It's the fact that I could do the same thing that you did to me. I could hurt you the same way you hurt me or even worse. I could betray you and still look you in the eyes. I could kiss other guys and still make love with you on same sheets. I could ignore you right from the moment you badly needed me or turned up late even though I know you've waited too long. I could serve lies over dinners and let you taste what cold lips were. I could be mean and heartless and stone cold. I could hurt you. I could hurt you first. I could take the trigger or serve you a poison. I could hurt you even before you shape that dark cloud above your head.

I could hurt you, so crushingly bad.
I could hurt you even before you hurt me but I chose not because nobody deserves to be treated that way. Not you. Not me.

And this is what makes you bad

because I took all the worsts in you

and you
took
all
the
best
in
me.

- Mica Meñez // and from that moment, I don't want to be good anymore