I Need to Write
This is going to be a ramble, but I need to get it off my chest.
It's 5am here, I'm up with the puppy and I'm so sad. Like, just empty and lonely and let down. My sister was supposed to be visiting for a bit next week, but she has decided to stay in America for an extra six weeks with my other sister. Pretty innocuous sounding, but she hasn't bothered to let me know so I can adjust my plans, she's just quit her job and disappeared basically. I heard the news second hand.
Maybe pregnancy hormones, maybe extremely overtired but it made me feel like I'm worthless. I'm just ignored when it suits them.
It's 5am here, I'm up with the puppy and I'm so sad. Like, just empty and lonely and let down. My sister was supposed to be visiting for a bit next week, but she has decided to stay in America for an extra six weeks with my other sister. Pretty innocuous sounding, but she hasn't bothered to let me know so I can adjust my plans, she's just quit her job and disappeared basically. I heard the news second hand.
Maybe pregnancy hormones, maybe extremely overtired but it made me feel like I'm worthless. I'm just ignored when it suits them.