I Am Heartbroken Right Now

Being Heartbroken hurts more than you can even imagine, when its someone you love. It was the most excruciating pain I had ever endured, it ruined me and everything I ever believed in about love. It cursed me with an unbearable aching pain of sadness that would haunt me every day for the rest of my life, along with that torturing thought of "what could have been". I know they say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, but This did kill me, it killed the person I was when I was with him, it killed my happiness. I became weaker every day, I didnt want to see him, but we are family still, no matter what happens between us, he will always be the uncle to my nieces and nephews. We were brought together by a marriage in our family, so we will always been connected in some way. I guess that made the pain worse.