I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

Everyday is a challenge. Some days are a bit better . But I've been struggling with loneliness and depression for a long time . It's the result of so many things going wrong in my life . I can't celebrate other people's happy moments with them. It makes me jealous . I hate working . I hate like everything . I just want a partner . I hate the fact that mother died and I'm just supposed to be strong . My body has taken its toil . I don't know how to get out of this