I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

"People tend to follow a pattern of physical attraction
Great first date, second date late night passion. It never
Lasts long so you keep on passing to the next one. You
Never really felt the connection only physical affection
So you protect your heart and correct your self and self
Reflect. So the next one you connect with better be better
Than the last one because the last one was disaster waiting
To happen and the impact was greater than you could ever
Imagine. So you planned to be more selective with your selections
Love less and be less affectionate but the fact is
The minute you think you mastered it you return right back
To the pattern of what you think love should look like
Maybe your not finding it cause your not defining it right?"
- Odd Thomas