I Need Someone Who Needs Me

So I have a question and I would very much appreciate your answers based on how you solved the issue i'm about to talk about. I get lonely. Especially when it's night. The people I would like to talk to, which specifically is certain girls I like, don't have The same likeness as I do. I wonder wether it's a bad thing to like to talk with certain people I feel comfortable with talking to. Do you think it's bad? Cuz if it is then i'm quite out of options on how to live normally. Even the music i do doesn't seem to give me feel not lonely. It doesn't replace the aspect of living and not having the need to communicate. I have other people I could have spoken with, but I know what i'm comfortable with and I'm not as comfortable as I am if i talk to these people. I would have explained more here, but my previous posts have link to part of the reason why I seem to have this form of preference in communication. So if you can you could check one of my previous posts. I wish could just compose my music and not need may be just be in that world without the need for physical emotion to a girl or the need to talk to a girl. But that doesn't seem to work. I wish i could just imagine funny things and just live that way without talking or communicating with a girl, but that doesn't work for me either. I cannot force myself on a girl and it seems i'm at loss for living this way? But this is the kind of person I am. So please, if you have been lonely and you didn't have people to talk to physically, or if you don't have people you talk to physically, have you found happiness or lived still happy despite not talking in person to people? I would appreciate your answers please. If you've had an experience of feeling alone and you succeeded in been happy without talking physically to people you liked please share if you. I would appreciate your answer please.