I Am Heart Broken

You Know What Sucks? The Fact That I Want You But You Don't Want Me Back.. The Fact That All Ive Been Trying To Do Is Love You.. And All You've Ever Wanted Was Someone Else.. Well Anyone Else But Me.. Maybe I Wasn't Good Enough To Be Shown Reciprocity.. But When You Told Me You Loved Me Knowing You Didn't Mean It.. That Hurt.. I Mean It Must Have Sounded Good At The Moment And You Knew I'd Be Dumb Enough To Believe It..And I Did.. Ive Tried So Hard.. For So Long To Be Perfect For You Even Though It's Impossible To Be Perfect.. And You Kept Showing Me That All Of My Efforts Were Worthless.. I Was Loving You With My Soul.. I Was Loving You More Than I Was Loving Myself Not Knowing That I Was Slowly Losing Myself.. And I Know You Never Asked For It.. But I Was Just Trying To Let You See That It's Possible To Let Someone In And Not Have To Worry About It Being Too Good To Be True.. But The Joke Was On Me.. I Was Never Given The Chance I Felt Like I Deserved Because You Never Took Me Serious.. When In Reality I Was Probably The Most Serious About You.. But I Guess Thats Life.. And I Know You Probably Don't Care But I Do.. They Say Ppl Come In Your Life And They're Either A Blessing Or A Lesson.. But You Were Both.. Most Of All You Were Always The Lesson I Never Wanted To Learn.. Because I Thought That If My Love Was Genuine Enough Then The Only Thing I Would Have To Learn.. Is How To Love You More Than I Already Do But We Don't Always Get What We Want And I See That.. So Im Letting Go..😔