A partial text I did not send

“I wish you didn't drink
I wish you were mentally healthy

Since my wishes go unanswered then I wish I had enough money to not need you”

It’s sad I know.
The other part I took off were my wishes for him to be a better father, a better grandfather, a better partner.

I’m not sending the text at all. He’ll use it as an excuse to drink, and then be miserable.

I need to meditate and dig deep this weekend and do my best to uncover what it is I really need and want.
What is my life’s purpose? Am I living it?