I Have Had My Heart Broken

I want you to know
First of all, that I forgive you.
Bear not this burden,
On your heart.

I want you to know
That I will miss
Our midnight musings
And soul bearing.
Even though, I will be here still,
Just out of sight.
Should you need a friend,
An ally, a confidant.
Or if you ever need to share
Your musings.
I will be here.

I want you to know
That this pain I feel
Is testament to how I feel.
Given a sip of the ambrosia of love,
But only just.
Love is the only thing in this world
That can simultaneously
Raise you to unimaginable heights,
And break you to the bedrock of your soul.

I want you to know
How happy I was to spend the time I could
With you.
How just seeing your face,
Put a smile on mine
No matter my mood.

I want you to know, most of all
With all of my heart,
Even if it means I must endure this pain
That I want you to feel nothing but happiness
And that
I forgive you.