I Have Had My Heart Broken

I remember that day, the sky was crystal clear. The sun was shining brightly. I looked at the sky my face was radiating with joy. I thought to myself I have you back.
I thanked God, the sun, the moon, the stars and everything that made it possible.
I felt like the happiest girl in the world. You were mine. I even served my customers for that day with extra joy and love because was in love with a wonderful man.
I was over the moon, but what I did not realize is that: after all that am the one who keeps coming back to you.
You never made any efforts to be with me. Not one time did you ask about my son, even knowing how he is.
Never did you ask about my dreams, my aspirations, my strengths my weaknesses I believe you can't be totally in love with someone you don't know in and out.
There's no one time you did anything extra to make me feel special.
You would create time for all other things but not for me yet you claimed you liked me.
Your words did not match your actions.
I feel sorry for myself that it took me more than a year to realize this but I am glad i finally did, they say better later than never.
All along I was in love with you but you were never in love with me.
I have noted you are not supporting me financially, socially and emotionally.
I can't also rely on you on anything. Even when am stressed you are not willing to listen. I can't consult you while making my major life decisions.
You have been so useless in my life, yet I never realized this. This was a toxic relationship, it's a painful discovery but also a very good one.