I Wrote Something

Saturday: I had the best date of my life. Really, the best time with anyone. I don't think I've felt that connected that quickly to anyone, and in just 5 hours.

Sunday through Wednesday: I'm smiling a lot for no reason, humming, too. I talk more with my coworkers. I am generally a better person.

Wednesday night: We get dinner. We watch a movie on her couch. We make out, roughly 5 years since the last person I kissed.

Today:
Hey Charlie, I think you are incredibly sweet, interesting, and smart, and I really enjoy talking and spending time with you...I also managed to avoid mentioning that I just ended a few month long relationship, and I'm realizing I still feel pretty hung up on it. I'm really sorry that I wasn't more forthright about that, but I don't think I'm ready right now to see anyone seriously.

Tonight: Just like any other night. The soil continues to fall. But I'm not quite content with it anymore. I want more, and I can't have it. I can't ever have it.

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SolitaireDiamond

Awwww, hugs. That was unkind of her not to tell you straight up that she wasn't in a place to engage in a relationship. So sorry you've had your feelings crushed. Please don't say you can't ever have that kind of happiness ... you can, and I believe you will.

Sometimes it's hard not to fall for someone quickly. I guess ... "next time" try to take things a bit more slowly and ask some leading questions so that you know where the person is at emotionally before you let yourself care too much.

lovelywarpedlemon

Nice song.
That sucks, though.
I guess things happen that way.
I know it doesn't mean much, but if you need someone to talk to, send me a message.